Post by Butterflygirl on Jan 29, 2014 12:06:47 GMT -8
Are you addicted to pain rather than things that make you feel good? All mood-alternative experiences are not seeking pleasure. Pain, self-pity et al. was one of my things as a Borderline. Check out Addiction and Grace.
The author also discusses an addiction to adrenaline (work alcoholics, procrastinators)