I'm one day withdrawal on no contact with my POA. I'm finding myself hating all the things that I feel took him away from me. He is a sex addict and he'd post on craigslist to find hook ups. I hate craigslist now and I'm terrified of going on it. It's a trigger for me because I would look for his posts to see if he was acting out. I hate liquor now too because he is an alcoholic as well.