Post by Butterflygirl on Sept 6, 2016 9:31:05 GMT -8
Absolutely it did. I too found magazines belonging to my father and became very sexualized. I was also sexualized by my father's molestation. I started masturbating prematurely. I did not even realized I was too young to be sexualized until I had a heart to heart with my granddaughter and and she told me she was not interested in sex until puberty. It also spread to my sisters and brothers as we used to play act sex whenever we had the chance. The neighborhood also got involved and some bullies forced me to get naked. I was ashamed. They also molested my sister Nancy. So the whole family was sexualized early except my brother. He was ignored by my mother and father because they did not want him to be gay. Finally, my mother was raised Catholic and and they shamed people for a living. I still have clients who were abused by nuns. Does anyone know it they still do this today. I always wished my whole family would get into recovery but only my sister and I made. We live together now and working through all the shame together.