Hi all....I'm back. I'm struggling greatly but I'm holding up a good front. I reached my lowest low last week with two Poa's on the go. I was able let go of one as the craziness of it all overcame me. I am still involved with the other and do not know for the life of me how to get out. I am struggling with step 1 and just surrendering. I often think I can manage this on my own. I cannot. I have been so low that I have felt my life but working. I've hurt people so badly, mostly myself. I'm not sure what the answer is.
No answer Lostandlonely. I see that you're doing the "fake it until you make it" walk.
You DO know how to get out of PoA#2. YOU DO. You know how but fear taking that FIRST STEP of NC. Why do you fear it? Because it hurts and every step of taking PoA#2 out of your life feels like removing fingernails from the nailbed.
Fix yourself, find your reasons, and then make amends, if you can, to those whom you THINK you have hurt. You first - then the rest.