I was in Barnes and Noble earlier and tears came to my eyes when I saw the cover of People magazine. The suicides of people who seemingly had everything—and, presumably, resources available to them—just makes me so sad. Mental illness does not discriminate against status and wealth.
As as for me, well, i don’t want to die, but in the past i’ve been so desperate to get rid of the longing that i’ve wanted to swallow as many nutrients as it would take to change my thought process.
Tonight I made some veggies and shrimp for dinner, followed by macaroni and cheese with some salmon. I’m told fish is good for the brain and I needed an extra boost.
I am so sorry you are depressed. My therapist and I figured out I was depressed by the time I was 4. I have no answers for you but I just want to say that we love you and need you and that we hope things get better for you soon. I tried to kill myself twice but it was a waste of time. God just sent me back to do my time. He told me he wanted me to help people and then he would let me come home. Take care Annebelle
Last Edit: Jun 16, 2018 21:21:15 GMT -8 by Susan P.