How strong this addiction is once it consumes you? I cannot shake this one. I feel the only way would be to relocate and being prior active military I’m tired of moving. So what went wrong this time? I don’t like bad break ups or leaving something full of anger. I felt I could cope better in a better mood. Me being a dummy I contacted him in hopes of ending things on good terms but that just restarted the addiction cycle. So here we go again. Thanks for listening.