This is the first time registering on here. I am a single mother with 4 children. One of my sons has a rare genetic disorder, the other son has ADHD. I have a 15 yr old daughter is an angel, and a 5 month old sweet baby boy. My fianc'e is in drug treatment for a crack addiction. He was abusive, emotionally unavailable, and very broken. I tried to save him, because I thought he was my best friend. He has written a love letter, but I dont believe what he says, I believe what he does. He has been in treatment for 3 weeks. I have felt lost, scared, desperate. I feel like I cant breathe withouth him. He is my everything. I am sick, and I need help. I live in South Carolina, and there are not alot of recovery for Love addicts. Please help me.