I have "replaced" my ex-POA w/ this board. My ex-POA and this board BOTH mentioned > "annoying", "pushing", "disrespectful" regarding my certain behavior. Plus the thread of "Letting Others Have Their Own Reality" pointed to my past awful mistakes w/ my ex-POA as well. I'm figuring out what exactly is this emotion I am feeling. Is this regret? Godly sorrow? Or what?
I only slept for few hrs. and cancelled my plans today and decided to stay at home to spend time discovering and learning more about this.
I've experienced some mixed emotions, "godly sorrow" that leads to repentance. How I wished I've known codependency and this board beforehand and not only after our friendship has already suffered, got ruined and has "ended". But at least I learned a lot now. So I have acceptance and recovery in progress. : )