I once heard or read somewhere that insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and then expecting a different result. I’m grateful to have many recovery partners/friends. I’m grateful for this message board where I can share among people who understand. I’m currently working on day 3 of no contact. I do wish for a Sponsor but i imagine a Sponsorship relationship could be overwhelming. recovery partners for me have been a God sent to help me not isolate and fall into this dark hole of obsession. Simply deleting POA or blocking POA does me no good. I usually add it back or unblock throughout the day. I ensured this time we ended on good terms and didn’t end it filled with anger or hurt. I’m just going to stop responding to him. Stop adding fuel to flame 🔥 so the flame can die out. Thanks for listening.