I think about it every single day Sept 24, 2009 17:07:44 GMT -8 Quote Select PostDeselect PostLink to PostBack to Top Post by 30days on Sept 24, 2009 17:07:44 GMT -8 Yesterday I went to a cemetery and prayed for death to take me. Right now, I’m scared I won’t wait. I make plans. I wear a new "calm" so as not to alarm people. Sometimes, for some people, is it not better to end the agony?